@Hariseldon Honestly I felt terrible during the vacation. Like my house was on fire or something. Could not relax or unwind. Like time was running out. Part of it is that this is a slower month for my fitness training work and the first month in my entire adult life that we spent more than we made as a family. On paper we literally have years of living expenses but I think that turned me scared of losing, which wrecked the whole mindset. You saw me all week jittery as hell with my scratches all over the place

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